Wednesday, 1 August 2012

1st August 2012


Yes I am still here, still me! soo much has happened since I last blogged, new school new friends, but never mind that, I like to live in the now, even if it does't like me..
I love someone that doesn't love me, and it makes me sick. I am on prozac, anti and phycotics but neither of them work, I have a great life, the best family and the best friends, but I just can't seem to be happy, unless I am manic, where then I may as well be on speed, I want to die and start again, but I can't and there for I must make the most of this life.
Tomorrow I am off to the workermens club for Aarons dads birthday (lucky me!) to sit in a bar watching horse racing, eating dry roast lam with plastic gravy, with a whole lot of tradesmen who come   covered in sweat to bitch about there wifes and maybe their job, or the sport and thats it. I met the nicest family in the world the past week, thy made me melt. The house was amazing, and they were soo nice, the kind of family I would love to be the daughter in law in...
Untill I next feel inspired to talk to no one, much love, Rosie.

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