1st August 2012

Yes I am still here, still me! soo much has happened since I last blogged, new school new friends, but never mind that, I like to live in the now, even if it does't like me..
I love someone that doesn't love me, and it makes me sick. I am on prozac, anti and phycotics but neither of them work, I have a great life, the best family and the best friends, but I just can't seem to be happy, unless I am manic, where then I may as well be on speed, I want to die and start again, but I can't and there for I must make the most of this life.
Tomorrow I am off to the workermens club for Aarons dads birthday (lucky me!) to sit in a bar watching horse racing, eating dry roast lam with plastic gravy, with a whole lot of tradesmen who come   covered in sweat to bitch about there wifes and maybe their job, or the sport and thats it. I met the nicest family in the world the past week, thy made me melt. The house was amazing, and they were soo nice, the kind of family I would love to be the daughter in law in...
Untill I next feel inspired to talk to no one, much love, Rosie.

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RUGBY RUGBY RUGBY!!

Who would have thought, for someone who once prided themselves in the fact that they would bring a crotchet hook a book to a rugby game so they wouldn't get bored, is now having a few beers yelling at the tv next to her father!
Zara the Chinchilla has been gone for 4 days now, so very sad, but the only thing for it is to see the silver lining right? Which in this case is a PAROT!!
I have a question for you, whoever you may be, is it wrong to constantly feel the need to either be high or drunk? I don't see it as one, I just don't like feeling normal, is that wrong?
Also how can I get more members?
Be on again soon, Rose xxx

Sunday night, in my pj's, still chuckling over the wonderful weekend spent in the first moments of summer..
Looking back now, nothing seems better to be once again sitting stoned in bed with your boyfriend eating thai takeaways, watching monkey's riding a goat across a  tight-rope, and Japanese robots falling down stairs, if only we could find some nuns hurting animals and the night would have been complete, ha ha.
Got probably the wisest piece of advice on saturday while getting to know my new 'in-law', she said: " once you realise that everything that has happened to you in your life has been up to you, every mistake you have made has been your mistake and everything you have achieved has been because you have worked to achieve it" although this may seem a little cheesy, it was the rawest, truest and most influential peace of advice I have ever been given.
With summer in the near future, promising tee-pee's on the beach, swims in the ocean and a whole new crowd, who can't help but smile?
I love my life, despite its ups and downs, I think I am pretty damn lucky really :)

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Hello hello...Anybody out there?

Well the first blog of the blogathon, the beginning of the end, the first step .... and so on - BORING!
Here I am in an empty classroom, supposible studying for my upcoming exams, but well I'm gonna spend it talking to you people, or perhaps just cyberspace, lets just wait and see :)
For the past few months I have undergone a large amount of change, and I have finally come to the conclusion that, hey what the heck I have hit rock bottom and the only way is up, and so I have chosen to.... wait for it.... re-invent myself (please excuse the 'sex in the city' lingo, It was the best I could manage!)
So with new hair, new man, new baby (Zara the chinchilla) and a new school and house coming up in 2012 (if the world hasn't ended!) I am all set to beginning this bonafied 'new life' that all the kids are raving about, but I guess the question is where to start? Soooo Whala, I introduce to you ye blogging queen!
Please send in all ya comments and anything you feel the need to :)
-Be on again soon, Rose.